So I jumped onto Tinder – such a strange experience – I am very tall so I put a minimum height which has ruffled a few feathers. Men’s egos are pathetic. Admittedly I come across as shallow but it’s more about a deep rooted insecurity about not being and therefore not feeling feminine. So a big tall guy makes me feel fab. That is until he opens his mouth and starts speaking lol.
So the guy I love is finally stepping out of the picture and I am finally coming to a place of acceptance about it all. He will never love me on a deeper level and he certainly won’t love my daughter on that level. He will always be mean and uncaring and I will spend the rest of my life hanging around for the little scraps of affection I can get – conclusion life of misery for me and my daughter – that’s not an option so I finally see a path away from him. Financially life is tough. I owe money left right and centre and I am struggling to keep my head above water.
I need to find a distraction from the man I love and I suddenly find myself thinking a great deal about another man who has stepped into my life very recently. He is unconventionally handsome, tall and has a great charismatic personality. At first o thought the attraction was mutual but now I am uncertain and am only resolute about one thing….I will not chase…..
The three Tinder guys who have passed the height threshold are promising but two are flakey so I think I will kick them
Into touch 🙂 goodnight
TasteJunkie 