You are never going to kiss me
You will rarely make love to me
We will never have a child together
You don’t hold my daughter with any real affection
You are always going to be tight with your time, your affection and your money
You will always be controlling
You will always be selfish
You will always be Low and moody a lot of the time
You will always have a sense of entitlement about all the kind and generous things I do for you and buy for you
You will never show me any gratitude
My heart is big and I have given you and the relationship everything but the person you represented yourself as when we met and this person…. they are not the same – you have changed beyond recognition and I have been miserable hoping the loving, passionate, affectionate guy I fell in love with will be back in my life. I’ve blamed the change on all
Manner of things – your career, your home, your family but in the end it’s just you. So actually it’s the very opposite of a swinging brick, I can’t open myself up to the pain of it any more and I don’t want bethan to know what it is to love someone who is a parental figure and not have that love back unconditionally. My loving you as much as I do is no longer relevant steve – it has made me deeply unhappy and unfulfilled as a person and as a lover. Move on – you need someone far stronger than me because ultimately my personality just withered
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